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(1 suppppp?) [18 Feb 2008|01:22pm] [ mood | sick ] i hate being in love. it raises too many questions. it makes me tooooooo nervous. staggs is so amazing! there's really nobody better than us. kyle sonnen died last week. i don't think anyone's death has hit me that hard since spike died. we had an incredible romance last summer. the best summer of my life. it was all so sudden. we just hung out for my birthday the last picture of him was taken with me. drink drank smoke hookah. then he gets in a terrible car accident the next week. i loved that boy so much. completely amazing.  such a good heart. mooning me the first night we met. spulunking. darts and kissing. i miss him so much it makes me cry.

(suppppp?) "that scott bajio guy is totally that dan guy on the brady bunch!" [11 Jan 2008|10:32pm] [ mood | saucy ] [ music | TOTO! ] tonight's steezy date with a runway model who isn't the brightest guy as you can tell by the aforemetnioned quote. but who cares chyeah drinking a bottle of barb and playing rock band best date ever! now drinking on the phone with my bestie she's having a rough night, poor thing i miss my bestie! i miss jake! i wish he weren't moving to arizona :[ work at 7 am yuck slopstyle comp tomorrow morning i hope my colin wins :] :] :] can't wait for skylar to get home. yesyesyessssss

(suppppp?) [08 Jan 2008|09:55pm] [ music | Africa - Toto ] tonight should be fun beer and high fives with kyle staggs. i'm really excited. we always have the best times. + hanging out with skylar when he gets back from park city. funfunfun <3 and HOLY SNOW in bend oregon right now. it's completely amazing i love the snow! i miss taylor i miss smashley i wish they weren't off riding comps for a month LAMEEEEE nothing gets me more pumped than this song.

(suppppp?) [22 Dec 2007|09:13am] [ mood | winter blues ] [ music | MENOMENA! ] a year and a half is much too long to be alone. brappppp last night was alright i feel terrible this morning though. should have eaten before beer pong. the mountain yesterday was absolutely beautiful. i decided to ride alone yesterday instead of with the usual crew. carving in between the trees with nothing but me and good music was really....nice :] i work at 5 pm today what the FRUIT i'll be glad when these weird holiday hours are over. i really try not to but i miss keenan. a whole lot. is it bad when you truly don't believe in love anymore?

(3 suppppp?) [14 Dec 2007|10:54pm] [ mood | excited/exhausted. ] [ music | Ice Cream - Muscles ] i want to punch every person in love in the face. they just piss me off. tonight was fun. somehow getting into the bar and celebrating my brother's birthday. woooooo. then going to sun mountain fun center. for lots of ghost recon and time crisis and anything else involving beer and guns. tomorrow = hitting bachy baby! and meagan's christmas party which will be awesome so many people from high school who will hit on me so i can reject them CHYEAH it will be so awesome.

(4 suppppp?) [14 Dec 2007|07:23am] after this past month i want to be single for the rest of my life. fucking idiots. friends and family are all that matters. 6-12 inches of fresh powder TONIGHT perfect :] can't wait to ride with sippel, coats, taylor, and smashley. and eat hardy's afterwards. nothing beats a hardy's special.

(suppppp?) [11 Dec 2007|05:21am] i take back everything i said yesterday. everything is shitty. he can't leave...

(2 suppppp?) [10 Dec 2007|04:07am] i haven't been on here in almost a year. hm. well i can't sleep. life's crazy. i really miss alex i wish he'd get better already. and that he'd stop being damn vagina about girls. well, me. whatever. can't wait to hang out with total babe keenan. pretty much dating, and i couldn't be happier about it. seriously crossing my fingers for this one. this is what i need right now. ross and i are finally on good terms. after a year. i'm glad, i hate fighting. i'm starting school next fall and couldn't be happier to get out of retail hell. life can't get much better lots of riding the mountain hanging with keenan. good times with good friends. i love my taylor and ashley!

(1 suppppp?) [29 Jan 2007|03:48am] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | 22-Pistepikko ] i really miss ross. i wish he would just get over it already. it's not like i cheated on him. i'm sorry, but i don't think getting together with someone else after you break up and he's already moved away is such an unforgivable action. one day i'm set on moving. going back to school the next, i'm set on staying here and going back to school. why can't i make up my goddamn mind. this is going to be an amazing week. i can already tell.

(2 suppppp?) holy crap. [05 Jun 2006|05:56am] [ mood | hungry ] I HAVE MY COMPUTER BACK. everything is wonderful. I'm so happy. I graduate Saturday. Wednesday is my last day of school. I have a final that day. But that's ok. The senior class is going white water rafting on Thursday. I wish we could go on a sw8 trip like the Mitchell school (who went to San Francisco) or the Christian School (who went to Disneyland). But that's ok. it'll be fun. Court and I will get to hang out and I'm excited.  My relationship was on the rocks for a while. I really don't even know why. I just kind of lost my attraction to him. It was weird. Maybe it was because he cut his hair, I dunno. But I think things are back to normal now. I'm happy about that. So in other news I went to 6th grade camp. Best week of my life. I was practically worshipped by those boys. Which was unusual, but nice. It boosted my self esteem for sure, hahah.  You can read about the rest of it here. anywho. i'm very hungry.

(2 suppppp?) [20 Apr 2006|08:36am] I no longer have a computer It's dead. Bit the big one. So I can't really ever get on here anymore. Things are great. Miss Crook County is next Saturday@7 I'm nervous. Mostly because I don't have anything ready. My fabulous myspace got deleted. I'm so depressed/angry. So all of you on here that were my friends. Add me again. http://www.myspace.com/71080947 Prom is Saturday Ross and I are on the court. Which is hillarious. But who knows what'll happen. I'm in Ashland right now. Oregon Shakespeare Festival. So much fun. We pretty much just wander the streets and shop And watch plays that have nothing to do with Shakespeare. Last night we watched The Diary of Anne Frank. So sad. All 500 of the people in the theater were bawling. including the actors. but it was phenomenal. http://www.myspace.com/71080947 http://www.myspace.com/71080947 http://www.myspace.com/71080947 http://www.myspace.com/71080947

(9 suppppp?) [30 Mar 2006|06:11am] That dress went up to $300+ with an hour left on bidding. fuck. hating my good taste right about now. but loving sudoku puzzles. thanks anyway everybody.

(8 suppppp?) prom emergencyyyyy [29 Mar 2006|09:37am] So I found this prom dress on ebay.  I think I might get it.  I just wanted to see what you all thought. ( 2880= )  Do you like it?  CHECK YES OR NO

(suppppp?) [15 Mar 2006|09:25pm] Leaving for state tomorrow. 10 am so we can shop all day. good luck to us.

(suppppp?) [09 Mar 2006|07:32am] My brother is goign to be in Alternative Press. So that's exciting. Issue 214. It goes on sale at the beginning of April. He's in the poll section. Everyone should check it out because I love my brother. Lysha baby let's girllllll talk next time I'm on aim or yahoo k. Ross's parents bought $50 worth of tickets from me for dance team's carnival tomorrow. Nicest thing ever. I decided I'm going to type for a living. Bath and Body Workds has the most amazing vanilla bean body wash. I'm so in love with my new icon. Everyone in Prineville should come to the dance team carnival/hot dog feed/watch us do 2983492 dances. Friday night. Come around 6. We're dancing at 7.

(11 suppppp?) [30 Jan 2006|10:26pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | Night Ranger - Sister Christian ] My life is made. Not only do I turn 18 tomorrow. But Thursday is playing March 31st. The day before Taste of Chaos. Which is also April Fool's Day. Which is also during spring break. Which means I can definitely go. And Thursday is playing at a really small club. And I'm just so excited I want to go like this: as;dirja;woja;awe; to the max ps happy birthday lysa miss you babydoll.

(3 suppppp?) [31 Dec 2005|03:19pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Barry Manilow - Mandy ] So I met Shannon from Making the Band 3 at our dance team party. She came over and hung out because she's friends with our coach. Yeah, my life was pretty much made + that show rules. Dillon brought over my Christmas present the other day. Willow on dvd. BEST MOVIE EVER HOLY SHIT I was excited. Him and Chapppy and I went to Bend yesturday and it was flooded. We saw Justin Berman and he looked 20. He wants to hang out with us tonight. Who knows. New Year's = Ross+Dustin+Vanessa+Chapppy+Dillon. Some kid at Best Buy last night totally macked on me ahahbah. He looked so familiar. Probably becasue his hair was like Ross's but red. Redheads aw <3 Ok time to go watch tv. Be safe tonight.

(2 suppppp?) [14 Nov 2005|11:36am] rip eddie guerrero. one of my favorite wrestlers as a kid. you all don't even know how sad this makes me.

(5 suppppp?) [26 Jul 2005|12:44pm] Yeah, friends only. People are fucking shady.

(3 suppppp?) [21 Jul 2005|08:06am] D.Lyshous: "ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO MOISTURIZE YOUR NOPPLES?"

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